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Urasc persoanele narcisiste,persoanele care trag concluzii aiurea cand nu stiu mai nimic despre tine,cele care incearca prea mult sa para "crazy","nebune,"dark",iar lista ar putea continua.Ceea ce ma intereseaza la cineva este caracterul lui,felul sau de a vorbi,conceptiile lui despre viata s.a.m.d.Sunt de parere ca nu poti niciodata sa cunosti pe cineva in totalitate,dar cu siguranta poti ajunge sa cunosti pe cineva foarte bine.Nu inghit toate minciunile si prostiile.Poti sa minti cat vrei,eu o sa te ascult si o sa tac,iar fiecare cuvant pe care il vei rosti imi va forma o parere despre tine.Sunt genul ala de persoana care te va ajuta cand toti te vor lasa balta,dar daca ai gresit cu ceva probabil ca voi pastra o anumita distanta.Crede-ma,stiu cum sa te ajut.
Sunt deseori un copil,iar ei stiu de ce.
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FM Static.Death Cab for Cutie.New Found Glory.Sugarcult.Yellowcard.Puddle of Mudd.Thousand Foot Krutch.Papa Roach.Plain White T's.The Fray.Sum41.Goldfinger.Broadway Calls.Simple Plan.Good Charlotte.Three days grace.Ali Project.
 

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Have you ever..? : Jul 27, 2008

* Have you ever appreciated a sunset?-yup
o Were you alone or with someone special?-with someone special

* Have you ever been on TV?-yup
* Have you ever been to a theatre? (Also spelling "theater.")-yup
* Have you ever broken up with someone?-yeah
* Have you ever called your boyfriend or girlfriend by the wrong name?-nope
* Have you ever called your girlfriend/boyfriend "Honey?"-nope but sumting like that
* Have you ever changed your appearance a lot in a short time? (For example, hair style, hair color or weight)-hell yeah...
* Have you ever cheated on an exam?-a little
* Have you ever cried in public and embarrassed yourself?-yeah
o Have you ever cried for no reason and felt good because of it?-yup
* Have you ever dated someone from another race, culture or religion?-yes.

o Have you ever dated someone who didn't like you?-nope
o Have you ever dated a relative by accident?-nope
* Have you ever done something silly that you wish you had not done?yup
* Have you ever driven a sports car?-noo...
* Have you ever eaten in a restaurant and realized you have no money with you?nope lol..
* Have you ever finished eating in a restaurant, and you realized you forgot your wallet?-nope
* Have you ever eaten something that you thought you wouldn't like, but found out that you actually liked it?-yap
* Have you ever eaten frog legs?-nooo 
o Have you ever eaten horse meat?-nooo
* Have you ever fallen asleep and forgotten where you were?-not really
* Have you ever fallen asleep while taking a bath?-nope... 
* Have you ever fallen down the stairs?-yup
* Have you ever fallen in love at first sight?-love at first sight?nope.nu cred=]

 * Have you ever forgotten your mother's birthday?-tot timpul lol

 o ... father's- yup
o ... boyfriend's- yup
(actually...i don't know my mother's and my father's birthday)
* Have you ever given a ring (or other jewelry) to your girlfriend/boyfriend?-a bracelet on his birthday:]

 * Have you ever dreamt of a ghost being in your bedroom and then waking up and finding yourself looling around for the ghost?-yup
* Have you ever gone to greet a friend or family member then noticed it was someone else?nope...
* Have you ever had a Deja Vu experience?-yeah many
* Have you ever made cheesecake?-nope
* Have you ever met a celebrity?-yup...
* Have you ever played a joke on one of your teachers?-yeah....
o How about one of your classmates?-yup
* Have you ever regretted saying I love you?-yeah...
* Have you ever ridden a horse?-yup^^
* Have you ever ridden a motorcycle?-nope
* Have you ever said yes when you meant no?-uhmmm i don't remember...
* Have you ever thought of something funny and started laughing out loud in the presence of others?- aham :]]]

* Have you ever told a big lie to someone you love?-nope
* Have you ever tried riding a skateboard?-yup
* Have you ever kissed somebody by mistake?-yeah... xDDD
* Have you ever laughed until tears came from your eyes?-i do it all the time.

 * Have you ever fallen asleep while talking on the phone?-noo
* Have you ever seen a car accident?-yup
* Have you ever been on the radio or television?-yeah...
* Have you ever shaken hands with a monkey?-no
* Have you ever received a love letter?-yup
* Have you ever seen a tornado?-nooo
* Have you ever picked you're nose in public?-nooooo!

* Have you ever milked a cow?-nope
* Have you ever built an igloo?-nope
* Have you ever sung in public?-yes. 
* Have you ever talked "baby-talk" to your pet?- hmmm

* Have you ever given special nicknames to your pet that were completely different than their first given name?-duno

 * Have you ever fainted?-yup 

* Have you ever tried to eat food without first spitting out your chewing gum?-no and bleah...
* Have you ever saved a piece of chewed chewing gum and started chewing it again later?-duh..i was just 5-6 years old -.-

 * Have you ever called a 'he' she or a 'she' a 'he?' What was the response?-yes...uhm they didn't noticed o.o
* Have you ever called a women sir or a Man "ma'am?"-no

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Jul 4 11:34 PM
 
imi place melodia de profil :x
nightcore:x
 
Jul 4 11:34 PM
 
sa nu mai intrebi knd vin k vin mereu marti si plec vineri :))
>:D <
 
 
Jul 2 11:58 AM
Zev says:
 
hey, doamna
nicio problema
 
Jul 2 8:57 AM
 
scuze :| aqm am vazut k esti din constantza. eu sunt din bucuresti.
 
Jul 2 8:36 AM
 
da-mi si mie id-ul tau te rog frumos ca suntem colegi de liceu :"> si nu am niciun id, nimic ...
 
Jul 1 6:19 PM
 
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~ [ O prietenie adevarata...] ^_^



*
Intra in camera mea fara niciun fel de veste.
Tranteste usa.
Plange.
Imi sare in brate si plange si mai tare.
Imi pot da deja seama, a parasit-o...
Prea atarnau doar de un fir de ata...
De prea mult timp se pacaleau.
Se prefaceau ca le e bine.
Stiam ca se va intampla dar incercam sa ma mint incercam sa ma gandesc tousi,ca asa e mai bine pentru ea...
Credeam in masca ei.
Credeam!
Isi pune capul pe genunchii mei si inchide ochii...
inca ii pot vedea urmele lasate de lacrimile grele...
Cum am putut sa ma pacalesc in halul asta cum?!
Nu am privit sub masca ei de fericire m-am lasat pacalita de zambetele false...
Cat a suferit...
ce prietena mai sunt si eu...
Degeaba incerc acum sa o fac sa se simta mai bine..
ranile dispar dar cicatricile raman!
Nu!nu conteaza ca acum se simte bine sub privirea mea ocrotitoare!
Nu!trebuia sa "lupt in razboi" nu sa adun ramasitele la sfarsit!
Se ridica.Pleaca.Zambeste din nou fals,incercand sa ascunda suferinta....

**
A trecut o saptamana fara ca ea sa isi faca aparitia la scoala.
Nu a pus nimic in gura a stat pur si simplu in pat si a plans.
Nu a vrut sa vorbeasca nici cu parintii ei nici cu alcineva.
Nu a scos nici un cuvant.
Pana si cu mine a refuzat sa vorbeasca...
M-am simtit vinovata...
m-am simtit vinovata pentru starea ei...
Stiam...
stiam de la inceput ca "EL" o va distruge...
Erau prea multe vorbe frumoase prea multe priviri cu inteles...
prea multe minciuni...




**
Duminica seara eram atat de distrusa de acelasi sentiment ..
de profunda vinovatie incat am facut ceva ce nu fac niciodata:
am aprins televizorul si am mutat canalul pe stiri.
Am inchis ochii plictisita si ganditoare dar am auzit ceva...
O adolescenta fusese gasita moarta in propria bucatarie.
Se parea ca se sinucisese.
"Doamne....Biata fata...trebuie sa fi fost tare disperata..."
am gandit eu dar am ramas cu ochii atintiti la ecran.
Au aratat o poza.O poza cu fata.
Era "EA" era prietena mea cea mai buna...
Nu...Nu am vrut sa cred.Nu!
Am mers langa telefon.
Am sovait.
Daca nu imi raspundea?
Asta ar fi fost ca o confirmare a faptului ca cei de la stiri nu greseau.
Am format totusi numarul.
Suna...suna dar fara raspuns...
Am mai sunat odata si inca odata...
dar nimeni nu raspundea.
Am sunat in continuu sperand sa raspunda!
Sperand sa ii aud vocea!
Sa ma intrebe de ce sun ca o nebuna si sami zica sa termin ca dorm ai ei...
Sa tipe la mine...si apoi sa rada...
Dar nu...nu a raspuns..
Realizam acum ca sunasem degeaba...
realizam ca ea nu mai era si am simtit un gol in mine....
Chipul meu isi pierdu expresivitatea,
si pe obrajii mei albi ca varul curgeau lacrimi cristaline.
Am ramas asa nemiscata o ora intreaga,
pana cand a venit mama acasa si m-a scos din acea stare.
Am inceput sa plang si mai tare dar acum cu o durere ingrozitoare in suflet.
Simteam ca nu mai e aici...
o vedeam insa cum zambea ,
cum ma tragea de mana si ma obliga sa merg cu ea la cumparaturi...
pe atunci abia asteptam sa scap de ea...
acum o vreau inapoi.....


*
Dupa patru zile ma gaseam in dreapta mormantului ei...
Nu mai aveam putere nici macar sa plang.
Strangeam cu putere in mana tulpina unui trandafir alb....
Ghimpii imi intrau in piele...
sangeram dar nu imi pasa...
Am aruncat trandafirul in groapa pe sicriu...
sangele meu se prelingea pe petalele lui albe si pure ..
murdarindu-l exact asa cum invadase tristetea sufletul meu curat de prietena!!
Candva demult jurasem pe puritatea unui trandafir alb...
jurasem sa ramanem mereu impreuna orice ar fi...
Jurasem sa nu lasam nimic sa ne desparta...
Shi eu aveam de gand sa respect acest juramant!
Am promis in fata mormantului ei ca vom fi din nou impreuna...
am promis ca voi respecta ceea ce am jurat odata!
Am promis ca vom fii din nou impreuna,cu orice pret!

**
A doua zi dupa inmormantare o alta fata a fost gasita moarta ..
exact in aceleasi circumstante ca si cealalta.
Era la aceeasi ora in acelasi mod,in acelasi loc....
tare ciudat...
eu am vazut din nou la stiri si m-am mirat...
"Doamne ce de fete se sinucid in ultima vreme...ce o fi cu ele?"
M-am uitat in continuare curioasa sa vad cine era fata dar nu au aratat o poza cu ea...
Eram curioasa sa vad cine era...
Dar am inchis ochii apoi i-am deschis iar si am privit in spate...
"Hey dar eu de ce am aripi de inger?!"



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Jul 1 3:16 PM
 
Satul de ce-am avut
Pun lacat pe ce-a trecut
Cheia o rup si plec
Nu ma intreb si nu regret
Vreau sa ma nasc din nou
Vreau sa invat ce-nseamna nou
Satul de acelasi nume ..
Plec sa ma innec in lume! :X:X
 
Jun 20 11:26 PM
 
nu prea :))
app vii marti la plaja?:>
k eu am fost joi si mam prajit numai pe spate:))
 
 
 
Jun 15 11:37 AM
Zev says:
 
OMG ALIENS RUN FOR YOUR LIFE
 
Jun 15 11:29 AM
Zev says:
 
uite, vorbesc cu tine pe mess. tu?
 
Jun 11 12:09 PM
 
da, si la mine in curte:D Imi place cum arati la fata, te-as poza:))
 
 
Jun 5 3:21 AM
 
lolz, nu pot sa dau accept la comment :|
 
Jun 5 3:19 AM
 
*hugs back*
^__^

Imi place muzica ^^
 
 
May 30 11:42 PM
 
vreau sa vii odata la mine sa ne uitam la viata cu louieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee:x

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